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taking this as a restart, feeding my another half year with horanghaes, meditating, love for svt, and luck

I just realized na i'm more into fantasy-romance pala 

in case, they haven't tell you this, i'm here to tell you that I am so proud of you. for your efforts, little achievements and your biggest one, I'm very proud of you. you deserve to be proud, you deserve to be happy, you deserve an applause for everything. you've made this far and you'll make it farther! 

this is a reminder that please stop being harsh to yourself. not because you can't do it now, it doesn't mean that you won't be able to do it again. there's always a right time for everything. a room for improvements and more chances to be better. it doesn't end here, lovelots<3 

the solace i found on being alone will always be priceless. that's home.

My town was a wasteland
          Full of cages, full of fences
          Pageant queens and big pretenders
          But for some, it was paradise

          He was sunshine, 
          I was midnight rain
          He wanted it comfortable
          I wanted that pain
          He wanted a bride
          I was making my own name
          Chasing that fame
          He stayed the same
          All of me changed like midnight
          
          

'Cause when you're fifteen,
          Somebody tells you they love you
          You're gonna believe them
          And when you're fifteen
          
          And your first kiss makes your head spin around
          
          But in your life you'll do things
          Greater than dating the boy on the football team
          But I didn't know it at fifteen
          
          When all you wanted
          Was to be wanted
          Wish you could go back
          And tell yourself what you know now