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I litterally hate my family so much I wanna freaking run away. I walked like 5 miles to get food and payed for it with *my own money* and I put it in tje microwave and when i fucking come back my dad and brother are eating it. There's no other food in the house besides poptarts, wich I can't eat and I haven't eaten in a few days. Then when I get mad for obvious reasons and go back into my room, my brother and dad are talking about how they both don't really care if I eat. And then my sister tries to tell me that im not depressed, and that I 'shouldnt use that word' because its very serious when I litterally got diagnosed like a year ago- tf? Should I just not eat ever again? Is that what you want? Should I just stop eating and having normal emotions and stay in my room so that you can just laugh about it and then text all your friends about how I'm so weird? Should I just fucking go to bed and never wake up? Fine. Thats what I'll fucking do.