I didn't have it in myself to go with grace
'Cause when I'd fight, you used to tell me I was brave
And if I'm dead to you why are you at the wake?
Cursing my name
Wishing I stayed
Look at how my tears ricochet
I am sobbing over a man who emotionally ruined me and my nervous system, constant panic attacks and health issues caused by him, yet here I am crying so bad, endless empathy for him…