❆ Zoey ❆

Writing smut is harder than I thought
          
          I have a whole package of wildness and crazy activities in the naughty little fantasies. 
          
          But when writing I just go with "They kissed. They made love. Cuddles." 
          
          Like how embarrassing it is to write smut but reading it like a newspaper at breakfast with family around with a straight face 
          
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          I will attempt to write again, been so long since I wrote anything at all but I have this very cute little hiking scenario struck in my head with the bladers' yk who, and the smut will be with fralt skjsksjj- it's like I was suffering with lualt fever for the past two months, trust me I have many book ideas and I finally picked 2 lualt books and 1 shui, I'll give the details in the next update, and now I'm having fralt fever. Cuz Free is so hot I just love the fact bro is so unbothered (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠) 
          
          I swear I want to write a single father (with a kawai baby daughter) x former yakuza au so bad- I thought Shu would fit that role since he is such a mom. For yakuza I thought Lui might be a good option 
          
          But the Elf Shu x Demon Lui keeps pulling me like a magnet I have too many cute stuff in there but the urge to write a crime story is also getting the best of me 
          
          Basically I'm gonna overwhelm myself with these cute stories ✨ sounds fun to go back to be the workaholic I was back then, such a dedication I had staying up past midnight writing stories and giving daily updates fufufufu missing old me moments 

When life is so cooked that you just start Rewatching bbb thinking it's like back in 2016>>>>>>>>>> ✨✨✨✨
          
          Fml (((:
          

Guess who is having exams on their birthday :D
          
          Curses. I wanted to take the day off and go to beach and enjoy my day alone in peace but they dig a huge ass grave and buried it (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)
          
          Saddd

I regret taking breathing for granted fvckkkk my nose is blockeddd I can't breathe and danggg my cold is just getting worse my throat is dry as sandpaper and everything kills me 
          
          Expect a little late update for the time being guys, got some shit loads of assignments and exams coming and this cold ughhhh I need peace

Okay question who is Toko and Nika are shipped with? 
          
          I'm not into other ships in bbb that I barely even know at this point- TvT I need a cute baby nephew for Valt to babysit. 
          
          Sooo who is Nika shipped with? 
          
          Suoh? Kit?

Okay guys my sis was watching bb surge and I was yk just woke up at the time, I was basically being sleep deprived zombie. 
          
          That one episode where Lui and Dante vs Free and Silas came. She was like who will win this match and I was like Free duh.
          
          And then that one scene Lui locks Free and said "You thought I'd let you go huh, Free?"
          
          Then after that, Free strikes back and repeated it in an even more intimidating way with the eyes glowing and everything dramatic "You thought I'd let you go, huh, Lui?" 
          
          I was literally screeching on the floor. Bro what the hell, eng dub Free is so hott. I only watched it in the Japanese one. But now watching this particular scene. Damnnnn. I like their deep voices (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)
          
          Ahem, I'm not a Frui shipper tho. Lui is def a top, and so is Free. Shu being an exception lmaoo as a power bottom. 
          
          And my baby, wonder boy shall rule the heaven! I'm a loyal Valt fan *(proceeds to make valt suffer in my books)* (⁠ㆁ⁠ω⁠ㆁ⁠) 
          
          Ngl I'd be the happiest bish alive if this was a bl anime 
          
          On that note, Lui is giving me this "I'd let the world burn for you" 
          
          Lui being a villain and doing things like. Godsss
          
          The urge to see more scenes like this, take my soul satan, gimme moreeee ヾ⁠(⁠*⁠’⁠Ｏ⁠’⁠*⁠)⁠/ *summoning a demon to grant me a wish* 

Drunken Free is kinda- imagining him calling Valt babe while Valt is so mad at him for getting drunk 

Who wants watermelon stories?  It's so juicy with hot stuff~~~
          
          Lmfao orange app to watermelon app we came so far <'333

Okay since a lot of replies were about Fralt, I'll go to the Fralt ship for that plot.
          
          And I really do want to write a power bottom Shu, so I might wanna write another one for Shui, let it be a secret for now, I want to focus on one book atm considering my situation, my schedule got tight due to me taking extra online classes and stuffs.
          
          For now Blue sparks will get constant updates within 4-6 days or at least once a week, as I have a few more chapters prepared, just gotta edit or change some parts here and there.
          
          So, Fralt book will be published later around december or jan if it's lucky enough, I'll try to publish soon.
          
          And guys if you have read Blue sparks lemme know if it's okay? Last time I was told to focus on other characters pov, instead of just on Valt. I try my best to focus on each significant character. 
          
          Also is my writing understandable? I heard its hard to understand some parts. Lemme know what should I focus on :))
          
          Anyways, that's it for now, I'll post a special chapter later for the shui plot.
          
          Cya 

I want to write a gut wrenching angst Fralt story every time I hear this song 
          
          "Let me down slowly" by Alec Benjamin
          
          Omegaverse modern au :
          
          Free and Valt are married for 5 years now, they started dating in college, and decided to start a family. However, due to some misunderstanding both the couple weren't talking, that time Valt was pregnant. Valt spends most of his time in their house, while Free is out there partying or going to places with Silas, he barely comes home. One night, Valt tried to reach out to Free, his water broke and he couldn't do anything other than calling for Free. Free didn't pick up, he ignored it and got drunk. 
          
          The next day, he returned home only to get slapped by Shu. Then he was told the situation. The baby died. And Valt is in critical condition.
          
          Then Free went to meet Valt, but Valt asked for a divorce. He finally made up his mind to leave Free. The trauma from his relationship haunts him and the longing for his unborn baby crushed his soul. 
          
          Meanwhile Free suffering with depression after he realised it was too late.
          
          
          Whether they get a happy ending or bad ending depends on the next move Free takes. 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Halp why am I so obsessed with "bad ending" angst lmao.
          
          The more I listen to this song the more I want to write this story (me listening rn) should I? 
          
          Though I wanted to finish the blue spark before starting anything, let's seeee with how you all respond to this- if I get more response I'm writing it