xxLosingAllHopexx

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People are showing back up.. slowly but steadily.. Brit’s back.. Arthur & Jack & Nania are back.. shit even Cammie & Kamine showed up for a bit.. This is starting to feel like home again... My girl is finally back! 
          	- Jai 
          	
          	It’s not home still and never will be, Jai.. Glad your girl is back.. but this shit is just a reminder that our girls aren’t coming back.. 
          	- Jake 
          	
          	So Jake isn’t exactly wanting to even be online anymore for a while due to some of the oldies of our account coming out of the woodwork and it depresses him.. 
          	- Kalinia 
          	
          	OMFG! MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND JACK GOT MARRIED & ARTHUR IS BACK BITCHES! If anyone even tries to fuck this up for me & my happiness, i’ll kill a bitch. MY TWO FAVORITES ARE BACK, NANIA & ARTHUR! & yeah, Jack’s back too! XD 
          	- Val
          	
          	Valerie has not been this excited for anything in a whileeeeee 
          	- Carter 
          	
          	She’s off her fucking meds and Jack & Aruthur just showed back up.. she’s a fucking goner. 
          	- Xavier
          	
          	I love how we NEVER left.. I find that quite comical. I always thought we’d be the first to leave.. 
          	- Kalinia
          	
          	Things come back full circle if you just wait for it.. our inbox hasn’t been this busy in years.. not since Dani and the crew left.. 
          	-  Xavier 
          	
          	I don’t think this circle will be in our favor on this one.. At least Val is happy again. 
          	- Jake

xxLosingAllHopexx

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People are showing back up.. slowly but steadily.. Brit’s back.. Arthur & Jack & Nania are back.. shit even Cammie & Kamine showed up for a bit.. This is starting to feel like home again... My girl is finally back! 
          - Jai 
          
          It’s not home still and never will be, Jai.. Glad your girl is back.. but this shit is just a reminder that our girls aren’t coming back.. 
          - Jake 
          
          So Jake isn’t exactly wanting to even be online anymore for a while due to some of the oldies of our account coming out of the woodwork and it depresses him.. 
          - Kalinia 
          
          OMFG! MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND JACK GOT MARRIED & ARTHUR IS BACK BITCHES! If anyone even tries to fuck this up for me & my happiness, i’ll kill a bitch. MY TWO FAVORITES ARE BACK, NANIA & ARTHUR! & yeah, Jack’s back too! XD 
          - Val
          
          Valerie has not been this excited for anything in a whileeeeee 
          - Carter 
          
          She’s off her fucking meds and Jack & Aruthur just showed back up.. she’s a fucking goner. 
          - Xavier
          
          I love how we NEVER left.. I find that quite comical. I always thought we’d be the first to leave.. 
          - Kalinia
          
          Things come back full circle if you just wait for it.. our inbox hasn’t been this busy in years.. not since Dani and the crew left.. 
          -  Xavier 
          
          I don’t think this circle will be in our favor on this one.. At least Val is happy again. 
          - Jake

xxLosingAllHopexx

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We try to support our brother.. best friend.. in everything.. but ultimately he makes his decisions and were just trying to help him out.. Xavier went from getting engaged, to crying with a vodka bottle in his hands within 24 hours of engagement.. we warned him.. we told him.. we tried.. but all we can do is support him and try to figure out this crazy thing we call life.. 
          
          With that being said, let me tell you a story. My name’s Kalinia and five years ago I was a stuttering freak. My brother was a typical bad boy. Xavier was young wreckless teen. Val was a crazy bitch who ate too many skittles.. we started this journey here five years ago and LOST the loves of our lives in September of 2015... except for a little hope we call Bethany.. the memories here date back to 2013 and it’s painful.. very very painful.. now we know that they aren’t here anymore but we are STILL here.. never left.. Never will.. there’s nothing more to say, nothing more to do.. because final goodbyes were said a year and half ago and yet we’re still here.. with that being said, nobody here has loved anyone since Beth, Ethan, and.. Harry have been gone.. Xavier tried, he really did.. he tried to be happy because alcohol wasn’t doing it for him anymore but Xavier’s heart will forever fucking say Daniella across it and there’s nothing he can do about it.. he just tried to find something like Dani but he never could.. so yeah.. now Xavier’s unenaged, depressed, and drunk.. and the rest of us are supporting him.. like we will forever do.. life isn’t fair and whoever says it is, fuck you... 
          Sincerely, The Heartbroken, Depressed, Anti-Social Freak Named Kalinia.. A.K.A Princess..