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So i need to vent to someone but im struggling to come to terms with what im venting about with myself let alone to my friends so i might aswell just do it unanimously on the internet. This is goint to sound so complicated bc i hardly even understand whats going on so trying to explain will be hard.
          
          So ive been noticing a few things about myself recently, things that i dont think i would have noticed if we werent stuck in lockdown. I noticed ive been getting pretty major mood swings but not like the happy to sad mood swings, its more like feeling unmotivated and tired and overall useless to suddenly being full of energy, wont shut up or stop giggling and having the suden urge to start bouncing about. But ive been blaming that on puberty and shit; it happens to everyone.
          I've also noticed how much  i fidget (i think thats the right word) with stuff. I bite my nails constantly (like everyday) i have this squishy unicorn thing that my friend got me last year, i rarely put it down and i always wear this bracelet and if im not biting my nails or playing with the unicorn thingy then ill be messing with the beads on it
          
          The thing thats really freaking me out is my lack of motivation. I havent gotten any schoolwork done since the beginning of april and i havent told my parents. Ig i havent told them bc they are the kind of people who must brush off your problems and blame it on being lazy which sould kinda hurt bc im really trying to do something productive. Ive sat down to try and do work multiple times but never get anything done bc i have a very short attention span when it comes to anything productive and there is so much i need to so that ive just given up and accepted that i wont be abke to get it done - even tho there is a chance i still can
          
          Idk what the point in doing this was now im just freaking out even more. It doesnt even make sense.
          Is this normal? I dont know what to do.

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