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True friends lie underneath,
          These witty words I don't believe
          I can't believe a damn thing they say, anymore
          Lie, liar you'll pay for your sins
          Now, liar I know all the places you've been
          Forgiveness this taste all but poisons my mouth
          I scream but nothing, nothing will come out
          You've gone too far
          So tell me how does it feel,
          How does it feel to be like you?
          I think your mouth should be quiet
          'Cause it never tells the truth
          So tell me, so tell me why,
          Why does it have to be this way?
          Why can't things ever change?
          
          https://youtu.be/Plmg83LApdg

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I wanna make one thing clear- Yes me and Eli got into a fight BUT THAT GIVES NO RIGHT for anybody IN THIS SCHOOL to go around and bully him- I have realized that fighting was not the best way to take out our issues with each other.. but at the time it was the only thing to me that felt right. Truly, I have felt horrible that I had done that to someone which I could have 100% avoided... please treat people with respect everyone gets beaten up once in their life.. and he does not deserve to be bullied while he got other things going on in his life.

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@silent--hill I feel I should say sorry to you - A lot of the work up of the fight was from people going around telling me lies and I should have just ignored it and I still do feel really bad- I have never been a type of person to fight and I still am very ashamed of myself that I let peoples words bring out that side of me.  If you really truly would wanna talk again I would be fine with that and again I am truly very sorry to you and I did worry about you - even though I knew of the Emily and you thing I still always asked if you were okay and everything ... I felt really terrible and I wish it never had to go to that point. Also I am very sorry for the late reply I haven't been on here in a while.
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@xx_Betrayal_xx this was so long ago that it doesn't even fuck with me anymore but seriously
            the only thing i'm going to say is that it wasn't a fight, and if it was, it certainly wasn't fair
            and i was lied to by someone i was trying to trust 
            but yeah hey i'm sure you've noticed i'm not at northeast anymore and i really need someone to talk to even if we're not friends anymore
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xx_Betrayal_xx

"Maybe I should care a little more about what everybody thinks
          But I just don't have the time for nobody but me
          The mood I'm in keeps changing like the weather
          So you can keep the sun 'cause I like the night time better
          You think you're better than me?
          You don't like what you see?
          I think it's best we agree to disagree
          I'm doing fine by myself
          I never asked for your help
          I think it's best we agree to disagree
          I wear my heart on my sleeve like a worn-out sweater
          But with a needle and some thread, I've been keeping it together
          Life's too short to be worried 'bout whatever
          So you keep shining in the sun, but I like the night time better"

xx_Betrayal_xx

OOOO-- Random life advice- Don't live in the past- You should appreciate what you have in the moment and not worry about what you use to have in the past and what use to make you happy and think about all the amazing things and people you have now. I realized how much I use to hang on to the people I had in the past because I felt if they were back into my life I would enjoy my life.. and I wasn't taking the time to really just take a second and feel happy with what I did have. I finally took last night to realize that I lost those friends and people and I respect them for leaving and will never teach them bad for it and treat them like any other human without shame... I also will respect that I made mistakes and I hope they can come true to themselves to realize that they are also humans and made mistakes. I've realized from this day forward I wanna be more focused on the people I have now and enjoy and make memories with the people I have now because I may not get to be with these people forever because people are like seasons they come and go...You gotta not regret what you have or soon it will be gone...I learned that from something that happened to me December of 2018...and I will never wanna take advantage of what I have now...I love everyone who has been in my life and I got to make memories with and I hope you're happy now I am gone and your life is well...I also am very happy and thankful for everyone I have now and I hope I can make lots of memories with all of you...Thank you if someone does take the time to read this and if you are stuck in the past like me...I hope you can take this advice and finally feel a big weight get off your chest...cause it does feel good to finally just let go of it..Love you guys and have a lovely day~