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          But I won’t delude myself into believing I’ll truly have you.
          Because I know I won’t.
          
          Even if we meet someday, you’ll never see me that way.
          You deserve someone who understands you.
          Someone who loves you the way you need.
          Someone who helps you through the tough times.
          
          Even as I write this, I can feel the hope I’ve tried so hard to suppress.
          It makes me want to cry.
          
          You’ll always be my first love.
          I’ve liked people before, sure.
          But no one has ever made me feel like this.
          
          That’s why I know this is real.
          
          I hope you’re doing well.
          I hope you’re happy and healthy.
          I hope you get a break soon.
          I hope you find time to be with your family.
          I hope you meet someone who makes you melt inside.
          I hope you have the life you’ve always dreamed of.
          
          I’ll hold on—for now.
          Until someone else takes your heart.
          Then I’ll let go.
          
          Because I know I won’t be able to do it otherwise.
          
          In a way, I hope this letter somehow reaches you.
          But I know it never will.
          It’ll sit in my notes forever, and that’s okay.
          You won’t understand it anyway.
          
          And maybe that’s for the best.

Continuing from Before:
          
          It’s been almost a year since you first made a home in my mind.
          And funny enough, I can’t seem to evict you, no matter how hard I try.
          
          A year later, and you’re still here.
          Doesn’t make sense, does it?
          I’ve tried—over and over again—but this feeling never dies.
          
          And I know I’ll never truly leave you behind.
          I’ll be stuck in this for as long as it lasts.
          But I’ve learned to live with it.
          
          Instead of focusing on the pain—imagining you with your future girlfriend, forcing myself to see you with other women, or inventing impossible stories where we’re together—I’ve decided to focus on the good.
          
          I’ll let you make me smile.
          I’ll let you turn my worst days into my best ones.
          I’ll let you fill my chest with butterflies and my heart with warmth.
          I’ll let you linger, just a little while longer.
          I’ll imagine you’re always there for me.
          I’ll imagine you’re rooting for me, wherever you are.
          I’ll imagine you’d worry if I skipped meals.
          I’ll imagine you’d be angry and sad if I hurt myself on purpose.
          
          And I’ll let those thoughts keep me sane.

To Him
          
          To him, the one who’s kept me grounded since the very beginning.
          To him, who always brought a smile to my face, no matter how angry or vulnerable I felt.
          To him, for letting me experience what love truly feels like.
          
          He was the one who made me want to scream into my pillow—sometimes because of the butterflies in my stomach, and other times out of pure frustration.
          The one who made me laugh and giggle at the silliest things he did.
          The one whose presence kept my feet moving and my heart light, with a smile spread across my face.
          His smile—it was enough to brighten even the darkest, shittiest days.
          
          He made me cry.
          He broke my heart without even knowing.
          He made me want to pull my hair out.
          But at the end of the day, what matters is the journey.
          
          Love always has its ups and downs.
          Whether it’s love at first sight, enemies to lovers, or even unrequited love.
          Back then, I didn’t understand, but now I know:
          
          Unrequited love is just another form of love.
          Heartbreaking, yes—but also achingly beautiful.
          
          Bittersweet.
          
          This love is bittersweet.
          
          Even so, it’s love, and I’m thankful I got to feel it.
          Even more so because it was you.

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