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sometimes talking to people can be equivalent to talking to a wall, sometimes like a semi permeable wall which takes a bit of effort to get through
          and some just get you entirely for which I'm extremely thankful

ahh
          I'm honestly such a mess r8 now 
          like I'm texting a whole huge para rant for no reason
          but yeah
          just consider this as my venting space
          I'm honestly such a mess r8 now 
          like I have no words or feelings or expressions
          I feel dead
          but at the same time
          I feel like I want to bawl my eyes out and question life
          I can
          not
          seem to find a balance between 
          like everything

I feel inadequate
          I feel tired 
          People don't see that 
          They see what I show 
          and there's no one to blame but me for that

I realized I've become an excellent liar and an actress
          I realized how much I can hide

I underestimated my strength and the power of a hug 
          I overestimated my weakness 
          and I realized this as I broke down crying

I'm alright
          I have to be 
          Right?

You know I just seemed to realize that
          We are all holding on to a small flickering light that we call passion 
          We are scared that it will be gone with the wind
          We are scared we won't know how to light it again
          And we dream to see that light shine bright 
          Bright enough to bring a sense of personal joy and satisfaction
          but there are many things that seem to try to put the small but bright light out 
          And all we can hope is that 
          This light, that we made will live on to the end
          and all that matters is that

Just noticed you've given my story a chance. So I'm dropping by to let you know that I truly appreciate it and hope you'll find my work worth-it. Feedback and comments are more than welcome. Once again, thank you so much for making my day better <3 

Omg!! I just finished reading two books.
          Knowing Xavier and Seeing Gray 
          They were amazing . At the end of Knowing Xavier, I felt so satisfied and happy.
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/145132890-knowing-xavier-%E2%9C%93
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/161108266-seeing-gray-%E2%9C%93
          I can't wait for Curing Kyle .
          In the end of Seeing gray , the final chapter made me cry and it was beautiful.
          Both the books were amazing undoubtedly.

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          2020 is ending. Post this on those profiles which made your 2020 extra memorable
          
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