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I want to escape from him, but how can I escape when he is my refuge? 

12:2

Life requires many things, but I am unable to do them. 

How can I hold you close to my eyes when you are my eyes, my soul, and my heart in this world, and seeing your eyes is a dream? 

How many situations make me bigger, but my mind remains small, but I can't escape from them 

I can't tell you, there's a lump in my throat, who else can solve it but you? 

I closed my eyes, afraid that people would see you hidden in my eyes. 

Complete darkness, my soul is ascending to heaven. I don't speak coherently. I'm tense, fearful, anxious, thinking, feeling oppressed. 

Something inside me is killing me, a lump in my throat. I'm afraid to let it out to anyone, but I'm resigned to the situation. 

There is no escape from my torment. I talk to others to escape my quagmire, and in the end, I go to them, with a deep darkness inside me that no one knows about.