hi everyone, i hope you’re all doing well. i just wanted to quickly say a couple of things. i’m aware i didn’t upload today like i was supposed to, and i’m sorry for that, i really am. i know it’s no excuse, but for the past two days or so i haven’t been in the best mental state. i’ve been doing really well for awhile now, and i thought i was alright. the thing is, i’ve been feeling a lot of bad things. i thought i would wake up this morning and everything would be okay, but i just can’t shake the feeling. it could be a few different things, i’m just not sure which one. i don’t want it to come across that i’m complaining, because i know in reality things could be so much worse. they have been before, and i’m thankful they aren’t as bad this time. i’m starting to feel myself slipping into a bad mental state again, and it’s scaring me a little. i don’t want to feel that way. i don’t want it to last. i’m sorry for the rant, but i wanted to tell you i haven’t forgotten about you or my story. please don’t lose interest. i’m really trying, i promise. a new chapter will be out soon for you guys, i’m aiming for next saturday. if you read all of this, thank you. i’m here for you if you need anything, i mean it. i love you and best wishes <3
xoxo <3