I think I've become a great actress. I can smile and laugh on cue with no problem anymore. I'm numb most of the time now, unable to feel any emotions. Though, sometimes I read something that brings a smile to my face. Music also has a tendency to stir up my comfortable yet painful numbness, and I don't mind. I may not be able to give you a real smile if we're standing face to face, but I can give it my best shot and hope that I pulled it off. My best friend would have to be @butler_of_black





                                   GO TO SLEEP