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tmi: i thought that nothing special has happened recently but i suddenly remembered that I have been quite productive these past few days. well, it's better than doing nothing. anyway, i'm here to say that 2022 is nearing, and it's scary how time flies so fast. i still feel like i'm still in 2020, missing year 2019. to think that in just a snap, i will soon be a college student, is making me anxious. i wonder if i will do well. if future me is reading this, id like to say that i am proud of u for being still alive. if things hasn't been going well, I'd like u to take a rest, listen to ur current fav music, and sleep. do not overthink too much! keep in mind that u should focus more on present, not in future nor past. present needs u more than those two, okay? and if u are doing great then i am happy for uu! i'd like u to reward urself with doing what u love atm, ex: playing online games. anyway, i am curious if u have won the essay writing contest. though, still proud of u no matter what the outcome be. i love u self! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year in advance! <3