Hey, strangers! I don't know if any of you have read the first few parts of After She Left, and if you did, you probably decided it was abandoned. Today, I came back here to clean up a few old drafts in the spirit of NaNo procrastination and I found this one. I had forgotten it was even published. I read through the outline I made and realized how awful the plan for the story really was. I decided to take it down because of how badly it mangled the themes of abuse and alcoholism. I fell into the trap of using child abuse as a way to make a character "cool" and "edgy". Although I had never researched anything about After She Left and I've always hated books where traumatic events happen in a character's backstory and don't have any negative affects on the character in the story, I managed to create a narrative that depended on abuse to function. I knew nothing about abuse. A few months' distance from the book allowed me to realize that it was bad and that I had mimicked writers who used abuse to make an interesting character and a dark, gritty story without ever understanding the real effects of what they put their character through. I made a mistake, and that mistake was thinking the idea behind After She Left was quality.
Sorry to anyone who was remotely interested in reading the rest of After She Left. I might revisit a few of the characters at a later date, but After She Left isn't coming back.
Thanks, y'all.