xxnessaxxo

OMFGGGG I'm really starting to get the whole plot for I'm Not Okay (I Promise) together aaaaaaaaaaaaagh I'm so excited to actually get round to writing it all and I hope you guys are too ❤

xxnessaxxo

Hi, ONCE AGAIN I'm really really sorry for not updating much.. I've JUST STARTED writing the next chapter and stuff so yea hopefully I'll be done soon.

xxnessaxxo

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@xxnessaxxo shit, I'm really not writing as much as I should and it's really bothering me I'm trying but I have a lot on my mind lately and just can't seem to be able to write properly, I can't think straight at all. I don't know how long it will take for me to update again I'm sorry please don't hate me I'm trying
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Hi guys so if you are currently reading I'm not okay (I promise) this is for you... 
          
          So I'm really trying not to but sometimes I spend most time writing Mikey and Gerard's p.o.v's because it's just easier for me. I don't know why but it's easier to imagine what I would do or think if I were Mikey and Gerard then let's say Frank or Ray but I really am trying to make their p.o.v's longer. I guess I just relate to their personalities more. Hm.... next time I describe myself I can say "A horribly fucked up mini version of Mikey and Gerard Way"....... in a way that's the best compliment I've ever given myself ... I probably still don't deserve to be compared to them but whatever I'm gonna do so anyWay...
          
          Also I know I really suck at writing so I apologize it's really bad and awkwardly written (just like this message probably is) I really am trying but I usually write around 2 or 3AM when I can't sleep because I don't know I guess it just calms me down and stuff but I AM tired when i write so yeah i guess that reflects on the actual fic. But hey... when you find something that actually makes you happy why not do it in the middle of the night?
          
          Wow this was a very long message and I'm probably just being annoying right now cuz noone cares about my shit anyway but I AM annoying and I still feel the need to talk to you even though you don't want me to. I don't even think anyone even read far enough to be seeing this lol but if you did.... I'm sorry....