desiree/dez

watching the new given movie was the best thing i decided to do for valentine’s day 
          
          i definitely cried, but it was totally worth it :)

YOU GUYS/GALS/PALS
          
          THE GIVEN MOVIE CAME OUT TODAY ON CRUNCHYROLL
          
          AHHHHHHHHHHHH THE BOYS ARE BACKKKKK

so i’ve been seeing the words kin/kinnie/kinning going around a lot, and since i had no idea what that was, i decided to look it up. the first definition i found for it was from urban dictionary and it says:
          
          A large community generally centered around "relating" to a character one way or another, also the act of doing so. Essentially, after looking at a character and identifying with or as them, the definitions split. 
          1. Coping; many people kin characters to cope with their situation or illness. 
          2. Reincarnation; others believe in the Multiverse Theory and when someone dies, their soul may hop between universes. 
          3. Just for fun; kinning isn't that serious, so some may identify with characters for the fun of it.
          
          for me, they way i wanted to use the word kin was just for how i relate to certain characters closely, but i was reading up on a blog and it said that kin actually comes from otherkin/fictionkin, which is like a whole community. apparently people part of that community believe it is disrespectful to use the word kin and to use it the way i want to use it.
          
          so basically, i’m just wondering what all y’all’s opinions are on this matter bc i’m even more confused now and i don’t want to make anyone upset if i “misuse” the word

i will forever be a tendou girl first and foremost
          
          but
          
          semi eita just gained a new simp

hi everyone! i need some opinions on an important matter that will determine how i write my new bokuaka story, and i would greatly appreciate it if you all gave me your input. so, my question is this: do you think bokuto can be considered as demisexual or is akaashi the better choice?
          
          here's my argument for both:
          bokuto--i see bokuto as someone who is very cuddly. in many ways, he's childlike and innocent and craves attention from people he loves. transferring into a romantic situation, i feel like because of those characteristics he would be the type of person to not care so much the sexual part of a relationship until he has established a close enough bond with that person, and even when that happens, it wouldn't be as intimate as hugging/cuddling/etc. to him.
          akaashi--for akaashi, i see him as someone who doesn't develop feelings for someone easily, both romantically and sexually, but when he does, it's more romantic than sexual. he doesn't care much for sex but will be fine if it's someone he has grown close with and someone who knows him completely.
          
          now, depending on which character y'all help me choose to be demi, the story can go two ways-
          overview of story with bokuto as demi:
          -bokuto can't seem to find anyone who is willing to be with him for long periods of time because the relationship moves too slow physically for those people
          -bokuto becomes hopeless about love and focuses solely on volleyball
          -akaashi comes into the picture and proves to bokuto that not all people are unwilling to wait
          
          overview of story with akaashi as demi:
          -akaashi is a bad bish and doesn't catch feelings easily
          -because he's pretty, he's always had people after his body
          -bokuto is entranced by akaashi's beauty so akaashi thinks he's like the rest
          -bokuto has to learn to take it slow and earn akaashi's affections
          
          those are just quick overviews of course, so the actual stories will be much more interesting.

so i finally watched yuri on ice... AND HOLY FUCKING GOD ITS AMAZING!! LIKE WHY DIDNT I WATCH IT SOONER
          
          YURI AND VICTOR ARE SO CUTE AND THE ICE SKATING IS WONDERFUL AND I CANT BELIEVE I DIDNT WATCH IT SOONER

so like everyone always says how they have no extra time in college, but i feel like i have way more extra time now that i’m in college than i ever did before. i play a sport for my college as well but still have a lot of extra time. anyways, i’m really enjoying college so far, despite covid making things weird lol

i just published an ushiten book!! please check it if you’re interested. i’m looking forward to this story a lot :))

i just finished banana fish...
          
          IM NOT OKAY SOMEONE PLEASE TALK TO ME ABOUT THIS BC I CANT STOP CRYING AND I MEED TO RANT TO SOMEONE WHOS SEEN IT

okay, so today is my first day of classes, right? well, my first class (online) was fine, finished early, blah blah, but my second class that’s currently happening rn stressed me the fuck out.
          
          so here’s the story, i from cali going to a college in new york, which means i have to quarantine. so i’m currently in quarantine, and bc all my other hybrid classes have an online option for those who can’t go in person, i figured this one would too. bUT aPPAreNTlY I tHOugHT WRonG. 
          
          so idk what to do about that bc i have no way of going to this particular class. rip me