having friends who are less heavy than you is so mentally drain because what do you mean we have almost the exact same build, sway two inches in height, but she's 43 kg and i'm 59?? like its so embarrassing because we look the same but i was SO much more than her. and its not only one friend, we're all 13-14 and tell me why two of my friends are 38 and 39 kg like wth. everyone is under 47 kg, they're all 42-45 meanwhile i was that weight in sixth grade. it makes me feel so fat especially the part where we have the same body type, but i weigh 16 more kg. like whenever i'm asked how much i weigh, i always say i'm 47 kg when i'm like 10 kg more than that, and to make matters worse, how did i gain two kg in two days?? i went from 57 kg to 59 all of a sudden. i want to lose at least 4 kg before summer so best believe imma diet. anyways i really needed to get that out of my system because its been eating me alive.