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kill me pls i beg
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fuck me
i’m so much of a fucking coward i cant even make myself bleed. just a tiny fucking scratch.
i’m gonna do it on my shoulders so its not visible. maybe my chest too.
if only i had the guts to actually slit my own throat. shoulders are gonna have to do for now ig.
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Thx 4 the follow!
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idk whats wrong w my ‘friends’.
ive done EVERYTHING for them, and they still have the audacity to hate me.
do they know how many people i’ve had to talk out of literally killing themselves and how many times i’ve had to wake up to find out that i lost a damn friend because i wasn’t fucking awake to save them? no, they don’t, and the answer is too many fucking times.
they didn’t care when i tried to kill myself in october. i got back to school on october 30th and all my friends were making jokes about it. the only people that knew and seemed to care were sadie, adz, and fucking kalista.
im actually so done with them. my worth to them depends on who i’m friends with and don’t like, because if they don’t like who i’m friends with or if they like who i don’t like, they want nothing to do with me.
i hate my fucking school so much because none of my friends actually seem to care. my friend sadie might move and go to some fancy ass private school bc her family is fucking rich, and i’m gonna be stuck in this fucked up town at this fucked up school with these fucked up people.
i actually want to just slit my own throat open. that or my wrists. anything that leaves me bleeding out on the floor. im debating whether to go into the bathroom and just take any and every pill i can find. somehow my parents found the eyebrow razor when i was in the hospital, but not the sharpener blade.
all i want right now is to just feel nothing. i dont want any of this in my head anymore, and i just wanna bash my goddamn head into something sharp until i bleed out or give myself a makeshift fucking lobotomy.
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@-_QueenOfIthaca_- i’m being so real dude, i fucking hate every aspect of my life. i’m a ‘weird’ kid at school so i’m always getting baited, my own friends don’t even care abt my mental health since i haven’t cut myself since around november, i have horrible body dysmorphia and gender dysphoria, and my ‘friends’ hate me for being friends w a girl i used to have a crush on (her name is esme) bc they think shes playing w my feelings and that shes a bitch. i just can’t DO any of this anymore. i’m also probably like mentally a psycho/sociopath bc (for some reason) i’m always thinking of murdering people?? thats something i haven’t told anyone, not even my therapist. i dunno how to get myself to STOP from trying to kill myself, but i don’t know how to get myself to actually do it. i actually wanna slit my wrists so bad rn dude.
-_QueenOfIthaca_-
@xxw1ll0w3dtr33 I can’t lose you, if you need to talk I’m here, I may not be alright myself but I’m here.
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guys my minecraft acc is realXV2905 if any of yall want it (js comment urs below so i can friend you back if you decide to friend me)
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MondseeleWaCa
GIMME A LESSON ON HOW YOU MAKE UE KEWL BIOS MAN
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@MondseeleWaCa GASP OFC SO BASICALLY I GO INTO A WEBSITE ON MY PHONE WITH THIS LINK: https://lingojam.com/AestheticFontsGenerator AND THEN IN THE TOP BOX I TYPE WHAT I WANT IN MY BIO AND SCROLL THRU THE BOTTOM BOX TO SEE WHAT FONTS I WANT BEFORE COPYING THST AND PASTING IT INTO WATTPAD (SOMETIMES IT DOESNT SAVE GREAT SO I CLICK THE BACK ARROW AND PRESS SAVE AND IT’LL SAVE THE BIO) IF YOU WANT SOME OF THE SYMBOLS THAT I USE I USE THE WEBSITE: https://www.aestheticemoji.com/p/star.html AND GET ALL THE SYMBOLS/BORDERS THAT I WANT
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[ooc,,] Heyya Willow :3
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@MondseeleWaCa BITCH I LAUGHED AT @JuanaFlippa125 BC THEYRE MY ONLINE PARENT TS SO FUCKED UP WATTPAD