xxxLanexxx

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No I don't have a perfect family, No I don't have the best friends, No I don't have a flawless body, No I don't have a amazing life. but that doesn't mean you can look down upon me. I am nice enough to not beat you. I am nice enough that I don't trash you behind your back. I am nice enough to consider my "friend''. When all you do is build me up, then break me down. I don't have any right to destroy your happiness. Neither do you. I don't want to lose you, but if that is what it takes my happy. If that is what is takes to not fall into one dark hallway with no exit. If that is what it takes for me to stay alive. Don't be surprised. I know killing myself isn't the answer, I honestly don't want to. I don't want to be in this hell hole. I am sick and tired of being beat up by the people I call "Friends". I am tired of my feelings being played with by those people. I am sick of humanity. I know I am apart of it, but at least I can be a decent human being. So if you know me in a way that not many do, think. Think before you say anything about me, anything, it doesn't matter if its good or bad. Just think. If you are my "friend" you wouldn't call me hurtful names, you wouldn't talk behind my back, you wouldn't beat me, you wouldn't mess with my feelings, you wouldn't threaten my with my own secrets. I don't need to deal with your shitty things. I will help you. I won't do it for you. If you think you have problems, go to a doctor before you take a personality quiz, and self diagnose yourself with some mental illness, if you think I need therapy, check yourself, before you wreck yourself. I already know I have problems, don't you think I know this already? Don't about your life being shitty, maybe think what I have been through first before complaining about not have the newest fucking iPhone. So now think about it, do I really need you in my life? If the answer is no, then don't be surprised when I tell you, I don't fucking need your damn bullshit. Bye...

xxxLanexxx

this message may be offensive 
No I don't have a perfect family, No I don't have the best friends, No I don't have a flawless body, No I don't have a amazing life. but that doesn't mean you can look down upon me. I am nice enough to not beat you. I am nice enough that I don't trash you behind your back. I am nice enough to consider my "friend''. When all you do is build me up, then break me down. I don't have any right to destroy your happiness. Neither do you. I don't want to lose you, but if that is what it takes my happy. If that is what is takes to not fall into one dark hallway with no exit. If that is what it takes for me to stay alive. Don't be surprised. I know killing myself isn't the answer, I honestly don't want to. I don't want to be in this hell hole. I am sick and tired of being beat up by the people I call "Friends". I am tired of my feelings being played with by those people. I am sick of humanity. I know I am apart of it, but at least I can be a decent human being. So if you know me in a way that not many do, think. Think before you say anything about me, anything, it doesn't matter if its good or bad. Just think. If you are my "friend" you wouldn't call me hurtful names, you wouldn't talk behind my back, you wouldn't beat me, you wouldn't mess with my feelings, you wouldn't threaten my with my own secrets. I don't need to deal with your shitty things. I will help you. I won't do it for you. If you think you have problems, go to a doctor before you take a personality quiz, and self diagnose yourself with some mental illness, if you think I need therapy, check yourself, before you wreck yourself. I already know I have problems, don't you think I know this already? Don't about your life being shitty, maybe think what I have been through first before complaining about not have the newest fucking iPhone. So now think about it, do I really need you in my life? If the answer is no, then don't be surprised when I tell you, I don't fucking need your damn bullshit. Bye...