Decided to tell my mum that I self harm and I'm depressed tomorrow, now it's 6 am and I'm still up bcz I seam to have severe insomnia BCZ I'm thinking of my depression and how shitty my life is :S I have no idea how she'll react but I hope she'll understand "sobs" I hope.... I have been feeling very down these past few weeks, like the depression is at its worst to the point that I'm surprised that I haven't already cracked.