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"Beautiful disaster"
*James Buchanan “Bucky” Barnes/The Winter Soldier [from the Marvel Cinematic Universe]
You can’t see the pain in my eyes.
Every day I’m dying inside.
All the time I’m falling apart,
I don’t even know where to start.
How can someone begin to understand
In my mind, every time, I hadn’t planned
the circumstances which brought us here.
In the end, everything is as I feared.
Everything is spinning out of control,
From my broken memories, I’ve ripped out my soul.
All the sins I’ve committed,
It’s proof that I submitted
to the evil which everyone fought.
There is no redemption to be sought
for the monster I’ve become.
Eternal damnation is the outcome
for the broken angel who hath fallen.
A soldier whose experiences which paved
a path tainted with blood cannot be saved.
Nothing can be done to change
a fate of which I’m not it’s master.
In the end, I’m just a beautiful disaster.
~xxxmistress