xyrinekine

chapter 27 is up | watch it begin again 
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          	‎it's good to be back on track again. finally, i found myself wanting to write again.
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          	‎life has been busier than ever—paperwork and tasks keep piling up, deadlines are everywhere, and there are people who can really bring out your angry side hahaha. but despite all that, i'll still do my very best to keep updating this story and finally give it the ending it deserves.
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          	‎writing will always be a part of me. it's a place where i know i belong—a place where i can finally breathe, and where i don't have to live in survival mode. isang lugar na alam kong, kahit anong mangyari, babalikan ko dahil parte na ito ng buong pagkatao ko.
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          	‎i'm glad i found my reason to write again. i found my spark again.
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          	‎it feels so good to return to something you once loved and will always love.
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          	‎welcome back, self <3
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xyrinekine

chapter 27 is up | watch it begin again 
          ‎
          ‎it's good to be back on track again. finally, i found myself wanting to write again.
          ‎
          ‎life has been busier than ever—paperwork and tasks keep piling up, deadlines are everywhere, and there are people who can really bring out your angry side hahaha. but despite all that, i'll still do my very best to keep updating this story and finally give it the ending it deserves.
          ‎
          ‎writing will always be a part of me. it's a place where i know i belong—a place where i can finally breathe, and where i don't have to live in survival mode. isang lugar na alam kong, kahit anong mangyari, babalikan ko dahil parte na ito ng buong pagkatao ko.
          ‎
          ‎i'm glad i found my reason to write again. i found my spark again.
          ‎
          ‎it feels so good to return to something you once loved and will always love.
          ‎
          ‎welcome back, self <3
          ‎

xyrinekine

lately, it has become heavy again. i'm trying to distract myself so badly, that even on my busy days the heaviness just won't go away. funny, how writing a story has become my escape room, but right now i lose my words. 
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          ‎whenever i'm feeling down, the only thing that i ran to was writing—expressing all my emotions through writing just to keep me in sanity, but right now, i don't know how to put it. it feels like i'm losing my passion and my desire to write. 
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          ‎nauubusan ako ng mga salita. magulo, hindi organisado, at parang nawawalan ako ng gana. kung kailan malapit ko nang matapos ang isang kwento ko saka pa ako nawalan ng gana, hayss. i even told myself that i need to end this story by the end of may hahaha. i broke that promise to myself, stupid me. 
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          ‎i'll be on hiatus starting today. i need to find a way to bring back my desire. since next week start na rin ng pasukan namin, magiging busy na ako. i'll be back once i'm on the right track again. ciao! 
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lainalytha

@xyrinekine  wishing you to find ways where there is no propaganda of relieving your self because it is your former hobby, but it is what sharpens your life..  ʚ˃ ᵕ ˂ ɞ
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