lately, it has become heavy again. i'm trying to distract myself so badly, that even on my busy days the heaviness just won't go away. funny, how writing a story has become my escape room, but right now i lose my words.
whenever i'm feeling down, the only thing that i ran to was writing—expressing all my emotions through writing just to keep me in sanity, but right now, i don't know how to put it. it feels like i'm losing my passion and my desire to write.
nauubusan ako ng mga salita. magulo, hindi organisado, at parang nawawalan ako ng gana. kung kailan malapit ko nang matapos ang isang kwento ko saka pa ako nawalan ng gana, hayss. i even told myself that i need to end this story by the end of may hahaha. i broke that promise to myself, stupid me.
i'll be on hiatus starting today. i need to find a way to bring back my desire. since next week start na rin ng pasukan namin, magiging busy na ako. i'll be back once i'm on the right track again. ciao!