Still searching for my mood on continuing writing. Searching for the push encouragement to write. I can't find the way.I've been spending my time on wasting but don't feel like writing. I must find it right away. My work is waiting for me for almost a year and over. I should not abandoned what I've started. I hope i could cope up. Its better to be late than never :3
The thoughts, scenarios keep running in my head but couldn't even have the time to open the application to write down what is running. Everytime the thoughts keep running to my mind, they run too fast that i couldn't catch up. :( Like chasing a shooting star just to make a wish. Heavy thoughts keep pulling me away from the good things i must do. Temptation keeps blocking my way. My mind is so crowded and my heart is empty. Literally don't know what should I do. I'm messed up. So messed up. I've wasted a lot of time doing nothing.. *sigh*
Let hope come over and stay within me and help me stand up and do things which it could make me productive. Hope whisper in my ear. I'll wait..
