~~I want a girlfriend that's actually down for me, loyal, emo or scene or Goth, likes anime, will buy me food, sorta kinky
That's all I want
Is that really too much to ask for?!/
~~So uh update
I just spent like over 100 bucks out of 120 that my parents gave me for my birthday on Kandi beads at hobby lobby, I bought McDonald's cuz I'ma fatass, and 3 puffbars..
My parents should have never given me money.
~~Uh quick trigger warning rant,
I'm really like this one girl but we dated a few times in the past and we made ground rules not to date again and I'm p sure she's dating my friend so I'm just really hurt and I try realllyyyy hard to stop liking her but is hard to control who you like so I've really been thinking about suicide and self harm and did cut a few times and have been starving like the past few days u haven't eaten anything and just in a really bad place right now/