this message may be offensive
(Tw) You don't have to read this, just needed to get something off my chest.
Sometimes I feel as if some people don't want to listen to me rant about my problems and instead me listen to theirs. It's like a daily cycle, I'd talk to one of my close irl friends about something that happened and they'd always try to make it as if it were their fault or guilt trip me into thinking I should've done better. I'm sick of it. I just want to jump off a cliff and not wake up. But I can't because I'd leave my single mother and my little sister. I'd also leave my struggling father who had just broke up with his girlfriend and had been kicked out. I've only got two actual friends out of the 7 I hang out with, and even then I don't want to burden them because they are always stressed. I feel really bad for those who have to deal with me being an asshole to them 24/7 just because of my stupid problems.