I have a something to confess, and i am going to be posting this on about all platforms i use like this. I have been lying about my age, and some people on discord that i am friends about and talked to know this, though it was about two of them. This is also an apology to those i was friends with on these platforms as well, as i knew i shouldn’t have been dwelling in things i was technically too young for. On most of these things, i will be making different accounts where i can post more tame things, and be able to happily repost and talk about my friends who may have accounts as well. Yes, this seems like the kind of thing i could just brush off, eventually abandon my account, maybe just not tell anyone, but it was eating away at me and i felt like i had to tell people eventually. By 2025, where i would be starting high school, all accounts i would’ve had on either discord, tumblr, etc, will be deleted, turned off, i will unfollow all those i was mutuals with, and the accounts will be abandoned. I may even make a new gmail, where i will make new accounts like a new start.
Even if i do get towards an age we’re things like i had done before are accepted, i would probably make different accounts where i could do things like that without giving those who follow me whiplash even years later. I don’t want to fully blame everything on things like having lots of internet access when i was young, or being shown things i probably shouldn’t have seen. There was of course a factor of my own fault. Though now, i want to be able to act my own age all the time, and not have to figure out what i get to talk about on my page. I didn’t want to have to figure out when finals were for high schoolers while having to deal with my own homework in middle school just so i could relate to some of my other mutuals who probably barely even cared. Overall, for the last couple years of my childhood, i want to try and actually keep most of it, even if i could stay. Bye freaks‼️