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So there is this guy i recently started to like after my move on from my previous 6 years crush. 
          Well, let's say that i have started imagining stuff with him where he doesn't even know my name yet. TT~TT
          So basically...I want to get his attention which I am unable to so let's just say that i am going to write all of my imagination on the one shot book or maybe create a new one so maybe I am going to do a comeback here. 
          
          Just to let you guys know that how I know that I have been cooked in his attention, I have freaking started listening to love songs and then imagine him and me together with that. Gosh...
          
          

Hey I hope you are happy and healthy! I just started writing a new book: hacker!Jungkook x Mafia!Y/n. If you get the time please check it out!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/356716514?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=stvrjade&wp_originator=yLlJJPgkHbaMA1w3XmSgyHkou2G8uDg69uEfwgrGd139brs8IsNhnHWNgDJHO%2BecqcqsohuS2%2FRBul8UEjALBXDIVQ0W%2BACQVBJ53PX5fyCfltlX1Qzn6tLQcV1lX%2FIw

ahhh hi!! it's been a while, how are you doing? hope you're doing well, i miss you so much xoxo

There is a boy. I kinda liked him for now 4 years. We became besties 2 years ago. He used to tease me for our other friend saying that all my hints shows that I like him so today I told him that I don't like our friend but him. He was shock about that. He sounded happy somehow? All the misunderstandings between us got clear but as the sensitive girl I am, made it worst. We both have been bestie since long and still. My mother knows about him. But he never told about me to anyone. I kinda got hurt because of that. He says I matter to him but he never made me feel that. Now I am starting to regret about my decision of tell him that I like him. 

Happy new year! How are you doing nowadays? I miss you so much and I'm happy that I can talk to you.

OK so I tried to post a convo on everyone's page but if some got left I will wish in this announcement too.
          
          
          Happy new year guys, I love you guys just that I will always be here for you and will be loving you all, praying for your perfect health. :)))

Everyone this is officially tata day, hope you guys do go to pray infront of God for their well being.
          
          I love you guys.

I finally got on my periods after so long...
          I was happy about it but forgot that it will pain badly too. 
          :((
          
          I AM IN PAIN NOW!!! 
          but hi peeps, 
          I wanna ask you all that how are you doing? 
          <3
          
          By the way, guys I am slightly working on my stories hope you guys will be read and love it once it's out.
          
          ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

Guys, today I just randomly wanna share things with you. I have been so busy with exams lately that I I not even taking care of myself. Today was some big festival where I live and kinda was fun one. But I was sad like a depressed girl. 
          
          Sucked. 
          
          I know at the time it will go, but right now it is haunting me and I actually don't know how to explain what am I feeling.

Well I am feeling not that good lately but not that low enough to make me break myself down like I used to.
          
          
          I just need time to let go of people.
          
          Only few people are staying back and they are also about to leave me if this continues like this.
          
          All I need is suggestion now.
          
          How can we make people stay longer?
          
          :3