yaeshua

I miss Riku man it ain’t funny anymore…

yaeshua

Happy birthday to me, myself and I. 
          
          I’ve been postponing my updates for a while because I’ve had a lot to deal with these past few months. Being away from my family because of college doesn’t really help my mental health too, and series of unfortunate events (One being a hurricane hitting my island and destroying practically everything, leaving my family and millions of others either homeless or in the need) have been happening around me and I’m not quite sure how to cope with them. I promise I’ll come back, but for the time being I’ll be disconnected from here. All love,

yaeshua

Well after a long needed but over-extended break from writing i'm ready to make a comeback! J'ai envie de faire revivre cette appli purée! Anyways, i'll pick up slowly by posting a chapter every two weeks then i'll see if i do my usual posting of a chapter each week every Sunday.

yaeshua

Just came back from the dead to say that I’m truly baffled, disappointed and disgusted by the new… literally THE most upsetting news I’ve had to hear in my entire life.
          
          Taeil was actually someone I loved, cherished, respected and looked up to. But as of today he doesn’t mean anything anymore to me… it’s literally so upsetting and disgusting like? Yeah I don’t even have the proper words to express myself.

yaeshua

Hi it’s me again… wasn’t really able to concentrate on my writing this past few weeks and I’m truly sorry. I just want to ask you to hang in there a little bit, after next week I promise I’ll be back to my original schedule of a post every Sunday or every two Sunday, I’ll wrap up my first year of college and then I’ll be all yours!
          
          Thanks for understanding me! All love ❤️ 

yaeshua

Hi guys! Finally back to give you an update of my little life and explain my lack of posting.
          
          I had my second semester med exam earlier this week and my last chemistry final for the semester, so I needed time to study properly and be off my phone. So I kinda guess I’m finally back to writing properly until my very last med finals that are taking place in mid-June.
          
          

yaeshua

What if I told you I bawled my eyes out after seeing our ilichil boys send Ty off to the navy today? And what if I told you that I bawled my eyes out even more when I heard about Mk and Hc doing everything they could to attend Ty enlistment ceremony, but couldn't bc of the rain? With the fact that Mk and Hc did everything even went to buy tickets to fly early from China to Busan but still couldn't make it to the enlisting ceremony which probably had Hc crying at the airport...
          
          Yeah 20 years worth of enlistment just started...

masterof-none

@yaeshua fr not to mention they'll prob never gonna be able to see ty until the end of his enlistment...this is the worst
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yaeshua

@masterof-none literally… it’s like the worst kind of betrayal. Hc seemed so down during Mk’s ig live just can’t imagine how Ty felt bc his dongseang couldn’t attend and he couldn’t properly say goodbye to them irl
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masterof-none

@yaeshua its so sad they literally deserved to have been there for ty...fck sm
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yaeshua

120 hours without sleep and functioning without my usual five shots of espresso (been working without coffee for five days now pretty hard tbh) bc I’m fasting and I cannot eat or drink anything at all at 4 in the morning, it’s physically impossible…
          
          Guess I’ll be uploading later tonight or tomorrow afternoon if I don’t conclude the chapter… sorry will try to fixe my schedule for next week!

masterof-none

@yaeshua no rush for the chps take ur time and take care of urself!!
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