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read with some caution cause i genuinely dont know how to say or explain this but i need to tell someone before i explode.
          
          Basically for the past couple months ive been trying to imptove some of my social skills, mainly active listening bc some1 told it was like i didnt care for the conversation and i realized i do that way too often and that im genuinly kinda ass at talking to ppl. another very big one is comforting or like actually having having heart to heart conversations with ppl because im only good at the listening part when it comes to other things its good in my head but when ever i try put it onto words i just cant put them together in a way that would make it sound genuine, like its genuine in my head but specifcly texting is a problem cause i cant typer or format my text to make them sound or written genuinaly. And if im being honest i have kinda been avoiding subject that would force me into having to give affermation via texting. which brings me to my current problem, i dont know how to sat this but to put it vaugly my friend is going thru somth rn and they are at prime need of help, they are getting the proffesional help they need and im very happy for that. But they did reach out to me and i tried best i could to comfort them and personally i think i did better than i usually do, im just scared to offend them in a way and make things worse than they already are :(
          
          chat half of this probably doesnt even make any sense but i need this out of my system.

i dont know how to explain it but ive been extremely paranoid, like at first i was like oh well whateva. but now its way too much, i constantly feal like either somethings about to happned to me and im gonna dir or get injured and its actually scaring me to the point of not wanting to do anything. I also get constant thoughts that make up diffreant scenerios in which i go insane, die or someone else dies and i dont realy like that very much cause for some reason it feals way to fucking real for me even though i know damb well it won't happen. My own fucking thoughts might drive me off a cliff i cant do this no more.

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cockroach and the rest is this was a good idea for a new game game that was already out there there in a couple couple months and and the first game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game game games and games and game 

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ok now who the freaky reported me?? Hello?? sobs, how could you do this to me </3. anyways all jokes but like seriously who the fuck

vent ;3? i think?? not realy honestly just yap
          
          you guys ever just feal like youre gonna end up with no one because like why is everyone hating on me in my head, afraud it gon fet to me and ill just start rejecting again. but like also you guys ever just feel bad about who you are as a person cause why tf am i actually so bitchy and its worse cause i know i am and i try to stop it but ppl just dont like me, i mean i dont realy need much ppl but ide very much rather not loose the only couple ppl that still deal with me yk? idk what im fucking yapping about at this point i wanna kill my self so fucking bad too many ppl would care soooo maybe later chat trust. also anyone else hate very indirect ppl idk they kinda just a diff bread. anyway i need someone to talk to but i go to sleep.