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pues hey guys!!!! i’m not here to rant, just to tell all of you guys that i hope you have an amazing day! and that don’t let people get to you, if they want to do that, just smile and brush them off, and if they won’t back off, i’m pretty sure some things won’t kill ‘em :). pues have a good day!!!

what's up, mufudgers? i'm awake - been awake - and it's 5:31 am. i'm pumped for no reason. i'm listening to beautiful by pentagon, cause i mean, it's beautiful. yolo! ah, i'm great - no, i'm not. anyway, how are you guys? i'm pumped, and i have nooo idea why. why are y'all pumped? and how is life?? i'm curious. also, i don't know how, but i made a friend in one day, and i don't even know how i did it. i had a mental break down recently, but i survived. i was crying for like an hour and a half, cause of my father. i don't know how, but he usually causes my panic attacks, and mental breakdowns. and it's funny, how my depression kicked up in the morning, and i couldn't get out of bed, until my friend came over, and made me happy, but now i miss her, and i'm going to utah for like four days, and i'm sad that i'm not going to see her for four days. i really like her (as a friend) cause she makes me happy. but, i'm all good now. the funny thing is i haven't had a mental breakdown is months, and my dad just had to bring me down. he recenetly got a trucker job, and he had to go to school for it, and he left for like two weeks, and i was happy with my mom. i never realized how cool, and calm she is. but then my dad, came home, and ruins EVERYTHING. the household was so happy, and nice without him, like i actually didn't try to be rude to my mom, or disobeyed while he was gone. now he comes back, and all my hopes and dreams are crushed. i don't know how it happened, but it just did. he ruined my mood, and stuff. i'm sorry for bringing this up with you guys, ahh, i know you probably don't care, but i'm okay now. this rant (if i could even call it that) kind of helped me??? well, bye!

So today, July 20th, 2018. It has officially been a year since Chester Bennington died, I miss him deeply. I miss the way he screamed, the way he sang if anything. I hope that Linkin Park is doing well, after his death. After his death, I was heartbroken, probably the fact that he died the month of my birthday, and July is my special month. I love July, and he died in the middle of it. So, to any of the fans out there that are still grieving over his death, it's okay. And it will be okay. Just stay strong, make Chester Bennington proud! #makechesterproud 
          
          Please be safe everyone, stay strong, and remember! I purple you!

guys, i'm high on oxygen, help me

oH, I GOT MYSELF SOME TURTLES. I feel kind of guilty though, cause when I got them, I called my friend to tell me some stuff about turtles and how to take care of them, and we both made a bet. The bet was that if I could keep my turtles alive for three months or more, she could give me 15 dollars, and if I failed and they died within those three months, I would have to pay her 15 dollars. And I feel guilty because like I feel like the only reason I'm taking care of them is for the money, but at the same time, I love these creatures like they're my children and that's a lot to say, cAUSE I'M NOT EVEN AN ADULT. Also, like they're like so flipping adorable, and I can't even. I'm also terrified because like I got a dog, a big ass dog, and like I'm scared he'll eat them...

I'm literally so dead inside to the point that I just can't even anymore, like what the.

can we all just agree to disagree that i aM IN LOVE WITH A MAN I WILL NEVER GET TO MEET IN PERSON CAUSE IM BROKE AF AND I'LL ALWAYS BE BROKE, CAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT IDC, AND BY THE TIME I WILL EVER BE ABLE TO GO OR EVEN HAVE MONEY FOR THAT THEY WON'T BE A BAND ANYMORE, STUPID KOREAN CONTRACTS UGH
          also im sorry if that was offensive, im just mad, and ugh

can i just stop for one minute, and APprIEciATE taEHyunG

Can I just - *inHALES* -  DiE?

YOLO! I'm over here dancing to fricking BTS, whilst my parents are dancing to some Cuban music... I feel bad now... I feel as if I just disrespected my race, I'M SORRY. But yeah, I'm dancing to Danger and Blood, Sweat, and Tears ;).