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i’m really tired. i’m tired of feeling like this. i can’t explain how i’m feeling but i’m tired of it. i need to cry, but i can’t. this always happens to me. i bottle everything up so often that i can’t fucking cry tears, i want to but i just can’t. i can’t let go. that was all my fault and i’m sure if it. it’s my fault why i’m like this, i ruined everything. everything’s fucked up cause of me. i can’t make anything right, i always find a way to fuck everything up. i can’t do shit right. everything is always my fault.