Yandere Dream

Já tem tanto tempo, e eu ainda morreria por você 

Oi, hyu. Você me criou uma Rosie paranóica, sabia? Eu meio que às vezes me pego torcendo pra que você ainda esteja respirando. Que esse sumiço seja unicamente isso, um sumiço. Que um dia você vai aparecer me chamando de meu amor de novo

oi, hyung. Tinha muito tempo que eu não aparecia por aqui, não é? Eu amo você, continuo amando você 

Let's talk this over, it's not like we're dead
          Was it something I did? Was it something you said?
          Don't leave me hangin' in a city so dead
          Held up so high on such a breakable thread
          — Avril

I don’t wanna break down but I’m feeling low
          Let me sink to the bottom
          Air in my lungs keeping me afloat
          Inside I’m still hollow
          
          I know I’m not my thoughts, but my thoughts don’t know that yet
          Sometimes I try to sneak up on the voice inside my head
          I've tried to meditate cuz they tell me it’ll help
          But the last thing I need’s more time alone inside myself
          
          I kind of hope there’s something wrong with me
          I kind of hope this isn’t how it’s supposed to be
          I pray to God it’s not normal
          Crying on the floor, I don’t wanna do this anymore                  
          
          – Icon for hire
          

It is like I am trying to speak to you through a spirit trumpet
          My voice, nothing more than a vague whisper, too indistinct
          It makes you wonder if it was just the wind
          
          I am a ghost to you
          And you don’t believe in ghosts
          But here is where I am bound to dwell
          Under your invisibility spell
          Hoping to be noticed.                 — Blackbriar
          

Try and fix my empty smile
          Wishing the sun would stay a while more
          
          U took my hand to help you meet the dawn
          And looking now, you are gone
          Can you fill me with your eyes?
          Sense the space that lies beneath us
          Have I always been this broken?
          You always smiled our stories
          And looking now, you are gone
          
          Despite I know that somewhere a shadow glow resists within us
          Regret steals my every breath
          Tell me all that lies beyond these walls that fall
          Destroying all
          
          You were my safe haven
          Although I didn't know how to be yours
          
                                                                     Celestial ruin

          Can you hear my silent screams?
          (I couldn't hear yours)
          You embrace an ice cold breeze
          (Don't hold on this for so long
          your body needs some heat)
          We're heading for a fall
          The nights are gone
          
          Waves taking over, flood the isle
          (I wonder if this is the rough sea
          which you choked in your throat)
          I feel like a wandering child 
          Can we pretend that we are one, one last time?
          (you're the part of me that is bleeding)
          
          We've been blinded by the sun
          Stardust raising up upon
          We're falling down like stars tonight
          Like an angel's suicide
          Breaking through the atmosphere
          Crashing down into the sea
          Falling stars in midnight skies
          Like an angel's suicide               — enemy inside
          Don't be my angel suicide
          
          
          
          

Why do I feel so hollow
          So hollow inside
          
          I'm falling away
          Into the dark
          Beyond the starlight
          I'll be gone
          I'm falling away
          Into the night
          Close to the edge
          My demons rise               — enemy inside

oi, hyung. Nem mesmo sei se essa conta está ao teu alcance, mas é, todos meus meios de comunicação com você foram ceifados. Sinto sua falta em todos os minutos de todas as horas de todos os dias, e são nas coisas mais mínimas que percebo isso. Eu te amo, pra caralho. Esteja bem, só.