*this is going to be long asf* I rarely get on here anymore but i need to vent so here i am. First things first I’m almost completely over my ex even though i still love her i don’t really worry about her as much as i used to. We’re still friends and all that. I’ve been dating this girl for like a month and a half and i pretty sure she’s in love with me and don’t get me wrong i love her too but the love i have for my ex is so much stronger and i feel bad because i don’t want to hurt my girlfriend but i also don’t want to feel like I’m using her. So today i tried to tell her i wanted to take a break, because i feel like i need one and plus most of my closest friends have been on my ass about how she ain’t good enough for me even my ex said the same. ALSO keep in mind my ex is my first love. She told me that if i broke up with my girl she and i could get back together but i feel like that’s disrespectful. And to add on to all this my girlfriend said yeah she’ll let me take a break but she won’t let me break up with her. I’m confused on what she thinks a break is. Idk somebody help me. Give me advice or sum