yaoi is the lord

I'm feeling a lot bigger now I'm still semi-depressed but I'm good at pushing through it and for those who do read these my cat who kept being let outside has gotten pregnant 2 times because my family can't keep a door closed. I failed my freshman year sadly  but that's okay I'm making up the credits and I'm going into my junior year. I'm still aroace lol not a faze dad they still don't believe me I'm on birth control to regulate my periods, they were missing there mark by weeks or months so I finally got into a room without my mother talking over me git to have a good convo with a doctor and my dad should set up a brain scanner since I got into a car crash passed out at the seen woke up and no one bothered to check up on me 2 Years ago my brain is really foggy yay. I'm trying to regulate my sleep schedule without Melatonin as it made me have really bad anxiety and made sleeps much worse for me with means for the last 3 weeks I've been going from 8 pm bed time to 3am bed time and my old fav 4pm bed time.im working on trying to be a bit more healthy but I have no self control and for those who read this far and are reading my a story's I'm sorry that I'm not updating I'm bust as fuck and have writing block.

Just had an anxiety attack in history class at the thought of the D I just got lol✌️

I told my grandmother that I wanted to die (I do) and do you know what she said "bullshit".
          I went to the doctor because reasons and my mother talked over me i dont know why i brought her she doesn't believe in medication. Every time i mentioned wanting to doe she just brushed it off. Told my dad that i was aroace and you know what "its just a faze". I want to die have no one to talk to and feel like shit any suggestions 

Ive had to catch my cat three time in one night because they can't manage to keep the FUCKING door closed. we have coyotes and since I got made at him, he's saying "keep talking like that and the cat can go." I HATE HIM. She is the only reason I want to keep living and he threatens me to that away. He dose that and he'll only have 2 daughters! I was at my friends house for 2 FUCKING weeks and she got out once and that was because my friends mom can barely walk muchless keep a cat inside. My cat is my only refuge in my family she is the only thing I have formed an emotional attachment to since I got my dog when I was 8 (the dog my mom gave away with out my permission when I was twelve)im 15. Ive been depressed for so fucking long and ive told my dad this for years and he has yet to take me to a doctor told my mom same thing my little sister is also depressed and wanting to kill herself and not a one of my family take either of us seriously. Not when my brother went crazy for a couple of months and was threatening us. Not when my cosin who was living with us was saying stuff about rapeing us and killing us(he's schizophrenic) no you know what it took him steal for the fuck to get kicked out, affter he was aware he was going to be kicked out he tried to kill my dad. 
          
          So am i the bitch for getting mad him because i cant tell im going threw a thing where i feel emotionally numb.

Its my sisters brithday and i dont want to go since i was going to hand her 20 buck and go back into the car. I had just gotten out of a depressed episode. I had gotten an hour of sleep i couldn't see straight an when i say that they hand me a soda and say get up its you sister's birthday. When say that i cant see that i was s tired. My dad storms around the say "im gettin my belt". He was threatening me because i didn't want to go. So i say "get it see if that helps your case" and he's storming in out of the house for 30 minute before coming to my room and saying and i quote "this is your last chance to do whats right." That pissed me off so i pull the 20 bucks and say "give her 20 bucks for wont you" all while my grandma is trying to guilt trip me into going saying stuff like how would you feel if we didn't show up for your birthday. My birthday a month and 16 day before hers and for my birthday i asked for one thing to leave me alone on my birthday that ment no one screaming the house and no one peaking into my room all the fucking time because my dad refused to get me a lock he cant open any time of day without a key. I have a window staring into my room since my room was an office when we bought it 2 years ago ive been liveing a room for 2 years as a teenage girl who live with only grown ass people. And not getting any privacy because they feel the need to open it and leave it open 24/7. I got a barbecue instead so it people coming in and out of my room for the whole day. So i told my grandmother that thta was the day i wanted to be alone instead of getting bombarded whith people who had made my life hell. I feel like im making this about me. 
          
          But am i in the wrong on this.

I just realized that jiro's room is next to mineta so she can hear him jerking off i think im going to be sick 

I have school in about 2 hours and im deading it also im looking for this fanific of izuku joining the league of villains where he kinda just goes with them and he gets a tattoo of them and junk bjt i can fucking remember it help!!

Um hey i want to read or write a story of izuku killing or maiming allmight if he like gousted inko after like they had sex any suggestions 

YOU! YES YOU RIGHT THERE! has anyone told you how special you are today, there is no one like you and thats a great thing. You look good, have a nice day  

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