Alyaa

Salam! How are you doing? 
          
          I hope it is okay to share my story, Scarred. 
          
          What happens when faith itself becomes rebellion, survival means sacrifice, and love feels like a risk too dangerous to take?
          If you enjoy dystopian worlds, complicated characters, and slow-burn romance in the midst of chaos, I’d be so grateful if you gave it a read and let me know what you think.
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/86973574?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=PearlandIvory_

I realised I need to read unhinged shit to feel normal again so wattpad here I am 

I'm so exhausted, it's actually insane.
          I miss my unemployed time but specifically when I was 15-17. It hit so different. Rubbing my feet like a fly while reading wattpad up until 6 am. I FUCKING MISS IT.

I was just skimming through my reading list rn and I just remembered run ruby run 
          MY SHAYLAAAAAAAAS
          I MISS THEM NOOO

I feel like I tore a piece of me ofmsnahwbee
          I just finished we hunt the flame and Omg I need more
          I also need a man in my life like God damn I want that for me 

I'm this close to jumping off a roof
          Fuck my boss 
          I hate that man

Girl why tf is wattpad sending me notifs about people liking my comments 
          IT'S PISSING ME OFF 

I need a man that would work for me honestly 
          I can't do this shit 

Fucking hell I miss being unemployed sometimes 

Ngl I feel like I wanna deactivate my account