Indirect message-
Im sorry I left without a word. Im sorry I was so blinded I couldn't see the consequences. I hope you read this. I hope you're happy. I want to talk to you again. I've changed a lot,however you sorta blocked me. Which I understand why you did. I don't care if you hate me. I don't care if your angry. But please let me talk to you for a bit? Even if its one word, that'd be enough. I miss you,im sorry.
Sorry for this,this felt very important to say.