You deserve to be happy. You deserve to cry the good kind of tears that you never thought you would shed. Don't settle for someone who can't appreciate your value in their life. Don't settle for someone who wants to be around you one minute but is always pushing you away the next. When someone wants to be with you, it will show in everything that they do. They will fall in love with putting a smile on your face. They will fall in love with creating memories with you, instead of creating problems. They will have this understanding that, someone like you does not come around often, and they will do everything in their power to keep you in their life. It really is simple. If they love you they will put in the effort. If they don't, they will try to hide behind you doing all of the work to keep the relationship from ending. Find someone who would swim across 100 seas to get to your love, not someone who has no problem watching you drown.