yashshrma001
Hello everyone,
I don't really know how to put this into words.
I know I've been gone for a while and haven't been giving many updates lately. The truth is, life hasn't been going very well for me. It feels like one thing happens after another, and I never get a chance to catch my breath or properly process any of it.
Things aren't okay right now.
I barely manage to find time for myself, and at this point, I don't even know how I'm supposed to feel anymore. Everything feels confusing. I don't have anyone I can truly talk to about it, and it's not something I've been able to figure out on my own either. I don't know how to pull myself back together.
Honestly, I don't even know why I'm sharing this here.
Maybe because this platform and the people on it have become a small part of my life.
Lately, it feels like I'm losing interest even in writing. I started writing as a way to escape reality, a place where I could breathe when things became too heavy. But now even that escape feels harder to reach, and I don't feel like writing anymore.
The scary part is that, apart from writing, I don't really have anything else that helps keep me together.
I've read your comments. I've seen all the kindness, support, and praise you've given me, and I'm genuinely grateful for it. I'm lucky to have met such wonderful people here.
And that's why I don't want to quit.
Because despite everything, writing is still the only thing that makes me feel like myself.
I'm sorry if this post feels messy or confusing. The truth is, that's exactly how I feel right now.
Confused.
And I'm still trying to find my way through it.
yashshrma001
@yashshrma001 thank you so much for reading and i really love writting actually that's the only thing I guess that keeps me together
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AprilGlenn6
Ok I just want say. I read one of your stories. Which lead me here. I read alot. But your story sucked me in. I did not want to stop reading it. Can't wait to read the others. Now as for your writing, all I can say is just start writing dont worry about what others will think. Just start writing for you. Dont think about the characters, just write. It does have to make sense. Can't wait to read more. So thank you for your writing.
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yashshrma001
@yashshrma001 Hey I just read your message, and honestly, it hurts a little to know that you’re going through a similar phase. I truly understand how difficult it must be on your side too, but I guess that’s how life is sometimes we can’t always figure out everything on our own. I’m really glad to hear that my writing helped you in some way. Even though I feel like you’re being too kind by saying that, if my words gave you even a little comfort, then nothing could make me happier. And I want to tell you something too your message today is honestly one of the reasons I’m still holding on and not giving up. Thank you for reaching out to me. It meant more than I can properly put into words. Please take care of yourself too, and give yourself the rest you deserve. I truly hope and wish with all my heart that you achieve everything you dream of. Thank you so much.
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