yashshrma001

Hello everyone,
          	
          	I don't really know how to put this into words.
          	
          	I know I've been gone for a while and haven't been giving many updates lately. The truth is, life hasn't been going very well for me. It feels like one thing happens after another, and I never get a chance to catch my breath or properly process any of it.
          	
          	Things aren't okay right now.
          	
          	I barely manage to find time for myself, and at this point, I don't even know how I'm supposed to feel anymore. Everything feels confusing. I don't have anyone I can truly talk to about it, and it's not something I've been able to figure out on my own either. I don't know how to pull myself back together.
          	
          	Honestly, I don't even know why I'm sharing this here.
          	
          	Maybe because this platform and the people on it have become a small part of my life.
          	
          	Lately, it feels like I'm losing interest even in writing. I started writing as a way to escape reality, a place where I could breathe when things became too heavy. But now even that escape feels harder to reach, and I don't feel like writing anymore.
          	
          	The scary part is that, apart from writing, I don't really have anything else that helps keep me together.
          	
          	I've read your comments. I've seen all the kindness, support, and praise you've given me, and I'm genuinely grateful for it. I'm lucky to have met such wonderful people here.
          	
          	And that's why I don't want to quit.
          	
          	Because despite everything, writing is still the only thing that makes me feel like myself.
          	
          	I'm sorry if this post feels messy or confusing. The truth is, that's exactly how I feel right now.
          	
          	Confused.
          	
          	And I'm still trying to find my way through it. 

yashshrma001

@yashshrma001  thank you so much for reading and i really love writting actually that's the only thing I guess that keeps me together 
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AprilGlenn6

Ok I just want say. I read one of your stories. Which lead me here. I read alot. But your story sucked me in. I did not want to stop reading it. Can't wait to read the others. Now as for your writing, all I can say is just start writing dont worry about what others will think. Just start writing for you. Dont think about the characters, just write. It does have to make sense. Can't wait to read more. So thank you for your writing.
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yashshrma001

@yashshrma001 Hey  I just read your message, and honestly, it hurts a little to know that you’re going through a similar phase. I truly understand how difficult it must be on your side too, but I guess that’s how life is sometimes we can’t always figure out everything on our own.
          	  I’m really glad to hear that my writing helped you in some way. Even though I feel like you’re being too kind by saying that, if my words gave you even a little comfort, then nothing could make me happier.
          	  And I want to tell you something too  your message today is honestly one of the reasons I’m still holding on and not giving up. Thank you for reaching out to me. It meant more than I can properly put into words.
          	  Please take care of yourself too, and give yourself the rest you deserve. I truly hope and wish with all my heart that you achieve everything you dream of.
          	  Thank you so much.  
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yashshrma001

Hello everyone,
          
          I don't really know how to put this into words.
          
          I know I've been gone for a while and haven't been giving many updates lately. The truth is, life hasn't been going very well for me. It feels like one thing happens after another, and I never get a chance to catch my breath or properly process any of it.
          
          Things aren't okay right now.
          
          I barely manage to find time for myself, and at this point, I don't even know how I'm supposed to feel anymore. Everything feels confusing. I don't have anyone I can truly talk to about it, and it's not something I've been able to figure out on my own either. I don't know how to pull myself back together.
          
          Honestly, I don't even know why I'm sharing this here.
          
          Maybe because this platform and the people on it have become a small part of my life.
          
          Lately, it feels like I'm losing interest even in writing. I started writing as a way to escape reality, a place where I could breathe when things became too heavy. But now even that escape feels harder to reach, and I don't feel like writing anymore.
          
          The scary part is that, apart from writing, I don't really have anything else that helps keep me together.
          
          I've read your comments. I've seen all the kindness, support, and praise you've given me, and I'm genuinely grateful for it. I'm lucky to have met such wonderful people here.
          
          And that's why I don't want to quit.
          
          Because despite everything, writing is still the only thing that makes me feel like myself.
          
          I'm sorry if this post feels messy or confusing. The truth is, that's exactly how I feel right now.
          
          Confused.
          
          And I'm still trying to find my way through it. 

yashshrma001

@yashshrma001  thank you so much for reading and i really love writting actually that's the only thing I guess that keeps me together 
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AprilGlenn6

Ok I just want say. I read one of your stories. Which lead me here. I read alot. But your story sucked me in. I did not want to stop reading it. Can't wait to read the others. Now as for your writing, all I can say is just start writing dont worry about what others will think. Just start writing for you. Dont think about the characters, just write. It does have to make sense. Can't wait to read more. So thank you for your writing.
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yashshrma001

@yashshrma001 Hey  I just read your message, and honestly, it hurts a little to know that you’re going through a similar phase. I truly understand how difficult it must be on your side too, but I guess that’s how life is sometimes we can’t always figure out everything on our own.
            I’m really glad to hear that my writing helped you in some way. Even though I feel like you’re being too kind by saying that, if my words gave you even a little comfort, then nothing could make me happier.
            And I want to tell you something too  your message today is honestly one of the reasons I’m still holding on and not giving up. Thank you for reaching out to me. It meant more than I can properly put into words.
            Please take care of yourself too, and give yourself the rest you deserve. I truly hope and wish with all my heart that you achieve everything you dream of.
            Thank you so much.  
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yashshrma001

Hello everyone! ❤️
          
          I've recently started writing two new fanfictions alongside the Keng–Namping story
          
          The Gangster's Gentleman and Empire of Ashes.
          
          One is based on a Chinese BL  sammy's children's day. He chang xi - he yan chao fanfiction and the other is a Joss–Gawin fanfiction. I've noticed that many of you may not have seen them yet, so I just wanted to bring them to your attention.
          
          I've poured a lot of love and effort into both stories, and honestly, I'm completely immersed in them while writing. Their characters, emotions, and journeys have become very special to me, and I truly believe they're stories worth giving a chance.
          
          So, if you don't mind, please check them out and give them a read. I'd be incredibly grateful for your support, and I hope you'll enjoy them just as much as I enjoy writing them.
          
          As always, thank you for supporting my work. Your votes, comments, and encouragement mean the world to me. ❤️
          
          Love you all! Jub jub! ✨

onyxonly1917

Hii there I hope you are liking the story whispers of love naa kha... As a new writer it means a lot to me... ✨
          
          Please feel free to check out my other stories too naa... 
          1.Toxic Obsession
          2.Where world falls silent.. 
          
          Thank you for your support... 

yashshrma001

Hii everyone,  
          
          I honestly don’t know how to say this without it sounding dramatic, but I don’t really have anyone to talk to, so I just needed to let it out somewhere.  
          
          After my parents passed away, everything in my life changed. It feels like my place in the family changed too. The same people who were once sweet and kind to me now snap at me over small things and accuse me of things I haven’t even done. Sometimes it even feels like I’m treated differently just because I’m a little better than their own child.  
          
          But in front of others, they say something completely different. They say they treat me like their own kid, that I’ll never feel parentless, and that they’ve done everything for me. And I can’t even fully deny it, because yes they have done a few things for me.  
          
          But what people don’t see is the reality I live with every day. The glares, the hurtful words, the constant criticism. Even small things I say get twisted. Even a harmless joke with their children can turn into me being treated like I don’t matter. And whenever I try to do something better for myself or improve my situation, I feel like I’m pushed back and reminded of my “limits.”  
          
          So I end up just staying quiet most of the time, trying not to react, trying not to make things worse. But inside, it builds up.  
          
          And if I ever speak up, even a little, I get called rude, ungrateful, stubborn, or disrespectful. Like my feelings don’t matter at all.  
          
          It’s been around 7 years like this, and instead of getting better, it feels like it’s getting worse. I don’t really know how to cope with it anymore.  
          
          I’m not saying this to blame anyone. I just needed to say it somewhere, because I’m really tired of holding it in.

onyxonly1917

@yashshrma001 welcome dear... Loved your works a latte... ♥️✨
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yashshrma001

@bladdicted627 I think we just have to move forward we have to be strong it's not an option it's a necessity 
            Also I'm so sorry to hear about  your mother I can feel it  
            And I also wish the best for you 
            Thank you so much for your support 
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onyxonly1917

@yashshrma001 Hey there don't worry everything will be alright My mother also passed away three years ago so I can feel your pain to a extend... 
            
            I hope God gives you the courage to move forward in your life with strength and determination.... 
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yashshrma001

@MylittleBunny0   It was just a small issue, but I’ve already sorted it out with her, and the story has been published again. You’re welcome to read it whenever you’d like.
          It might take me some time to rewrite all the chapters, but I promise I will do it.
          And thank you so much for your support. I truly feel like I have the best readers following my story.  
          
          Have to say you all are the best thank you soo much 

BlackPrism

I'm just her to check up on you. How are you my dear author? I was browsing through your works and it seems you deleted some stories. I want you to know that you are one of my fav writer and don't stop writing ka. I pray eveything works well for you na. Please know we're here to support you no matter what happens na ❤️

yashshrma001

@BlackPrism  Thank you so much for your support  
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BlackPrism

Whatever is good for you, take your time, rest your brain and don’t forget to take care okay? We'll be here for you, always❤️‍
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yashshrma001

@BlackPrism  I’m really grateful that you all care about me and support my work so much. It truly means a lot.
            Please don’t worry I just had a family issue and needed to take my story down for a while, but I have  published it again .
            Thank you again for your constant support. I’m genuinely lucky to have people like you.
            
            
            
            Thank you soo much 
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MylittleBunny0

Hi i really love your kengnamping storys so much i wait for your update but why you delete your ongoing kengnamping story.your storys really good please dont delete ok

MylittleBunny0

@yashshrma001 please don't say sorry i just worried what happened i love your storys so much you are  great writer and author please don't stop writing  don’t give up ok.we always supoort you.i really wait for your update always check your acc.you are my one of the favourite writer.please take care yourself
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yashshrma001

@mansiyadav401 I’ve already re-published the story, though many chapters are still missing. I’ll have to rewrite them, which might be a bit challenging, but I believe it’ll be worth it because of all the support you’ve given me. Thank you for staying with me guys  
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DevotedKNPfan

@yashshrma001 thankyou take as much time as you want I'll wait.......just don't give up plzzz.....
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prajithacp

Can you write a FirstKhaotung fanfiction 

prajithacp

@prajithacp I am going to read it. And thank you dear 
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yashshrma001

@prajithacp I just published the story hope you like it 
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gauchescribbles

Hello, co-writers and readers!
          Permission to boost my first-ever published short story. I’m an aspiring writer here on Wattpad, and I’d be grateful for any support. (Feel free to delete if this isn’t allowed.)
          
          Title: Where The Sea Was Colored
          
          This story was inspired by a vivid dream—one that felt like a full film unfolding in my sleep. It blends fantasy, nostalgia, and a quiet kind of love… the kind shared by strangers who meet only once, yet remember each other forever.
          
          If you’ve ever woken up with a feeling you couldn’t explain—something beautiful, fleeting, and strangely meaningful—this story is for you.
          
          I hope it offers you a small escape, the same comfort and clarity it gave me while writing it. Your thoughts, encouragement, and kind words mean more than you know. They help me grow, and they keep me inspired to write more stories.
          
          With gratitude,
          secré
          
          Link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/404162904?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=gauchescribbles

yashshrma001

@gauchescribbles I'm loving it I just read the first chapter and I'm already invested into it 
            I hope people appreciate your work more it deserved to be appreciated 
            it is a unique concept 
            
            This story looks beautiful to me and
            I hope this story gets a lot of support from everyone 
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