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happy new year!!
          Wishing only good things that will happen to me this year.

if you ask me why am i still single:
          I'll say that it's because i am not ready for any relationship 
          But if you ask me on a deeper level:
          I say it's because of the fear being in a one-sided situation, trust issues, falling out of love, and fear of losing a relationship that's been built.

21 today, don't know how life will be.
          May allah ease every single journey of mine in this life :)

too lazy to even care about what people think about me

It's better not to know

i miss coming back and forth to this app

i hate how miserable i am when i did something wrong even if it's just a small mistake

I wonder what kind of heartbreak i go through to be this emotionally damaged 

I hate when im trying so hard to seek validation from anyone 

let's just talk about how i dreamt being a midnight rain and my partner was an absolute sunshine