Its okay for being rude to the person who you think they deserve that kind of attitude bcos they dont appriciate you. They dont really want to know your feeling when they mad at you. I know you've hurt but that will make you think that you are the good person for them but the're not.
I do alot of things for other people that i really love want me to do and want me to be but when i do mistake they just mad and dont want me to explain. I was fucking really want them to understand me just ones. I am really tired for being someone that wasnt myself.