this probably isnt a surprise but im not into sanders sides anymore i havent even been in the fandom for a while, sorry. the fandom got me to where i am today and i met so many wonderful people and i dont know if i would be quite as into other fandoms today so im grateful, but i wasnt in the right headspace to be doing any of the stuff i was doing. i was hurting myself by not allowing myself to have other interests and by becoming obsessed with a person who wasnt very good (not thomas fyi) i read stuff i really shouldnt have because i was way too young. i was very violent and unfriendly in person, and was drifting away from my mom and that was unacceptable. i have since changed and became closer with my mother again. ive gotten into some new stuff that makes me happier and doesnt destroy me mentality and will probably write about that stuff instead(underworld office/charlie in underworld, not exactly a hero, genshin impact, and the fan game touhou lost word along with a bunch of others) so goodbye sanders sides this is my last farewell, you were amazing even if you werent great for me.
