honestly this state will leave you wanting to bash you head into a wall however you can't leave because you cant even tell left from right and you always want to scream because its your 100th time saying "huh" even though you clearly heard them its just your brain didn't want to process the information that had just been given to you. Are you going left, are you going right, did you pass you stop, did you somehow find a way out of that state just to somehow find your way back in?, What is today? What is the future? Did we already say that or did we convince ourself that we have to say it again because we didn't say it the first time, also hows that gender identity crisis going over there?