Hey, so I wrote a very long message on here but Wattpad completely deleted it, saying it exceeded the length limit or something.
I just wrote a bunch of stuff explaining how I hope you’re doing well and become happy and successful in whatever you do. How it wasn’t your fault I just straight up abandoned you when you needed me, it was genuinely because I was an overdramatic 15 year old who lost a lot of faith and confidence in herself and her morals.
You have every right to hate me, but I hope you don’t. There was never a time where I didn’t appreciate your existence, and I’m sorry I made you feel unappreciated without a good explanation.
If you ever read this, and I mean EVER, even if it’s years from now, I would be so happy to get a response—to be able to speak to you again.
Maybe we could start over? Try to be friends again? I’m 17 now, I’ve matured and reflected on myself quite a bit since 2020. Things seem to be getting a bit better for me, I hope things are significantly better for you now.
Believe me—even if you responded to this years later—maybe I’d be a bit confused, but I’d most likely be so excited my heart would stop.