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Guyss i did it i stoped procrastinating!!

@yellowmonkey32 kk!

@yellowmonkey32 okay so I've got two I'ds 
          
          The first one is @starpins12 
          
          And the other one is @starpins2 
          
          

@yellowmonkey32 ig it's @starpins1 or smth like that

@yellowmonkey32 yup yup 

@yellowmonkey32 oh you shouldn't be, my father ain't no more so my life ain't easy either. Everyone around me is a lowkey mood ruiner, no one is ever satisfied with what I do, 
          
          Moreover, the thing is that I can't even ask for anything. I have to muster up the courage for a fine whole day before asking for something simple. I'm lowkey afraid to ask for anything 

@yellowmonkey32 ohhh I guess I wanna be either a therapist, a fashion designer, a writer or a counsellor anything 
          
          Yess I doooooo 

@yellowmonkey32 LITERALLYYYYY and it's annoying, frustrating even 
          
          My father wasn't like that though, he respected my choices as well. He showed me dreams and encouraged me just right (he wanted me to be a doctor and I wanted to be a model for his runways) so he used to teach me catwalk and shit while also making me learn about science, I was enthusiastic about both careers at that time  

@yellowmonkey32 I know, I know how it is, I'm always listening so it isn't so hard for me to understand people who're having a hard time 
          
          And yup, I do love my dad cause he used to treat me like a precious princess always encouraging me to study and taking me out bringing me things I ask for and showering me with compliments to boost my confidence 
          
          Whereas my mom just keeps nagging and taunting me for any work and studying which demotivates to a great extent and makes me not wanna do it on purpose for which I get scolded of course but I don't really care? She is loving yeah, but- idk just what she wants cause no matter how much I do it's not enough so I gave up and stopped trying hehe I still love her though, she just may be wanting the best for me 
          
          The problem with my mom is basically how you might be feeling with your parents, I don't think it might entirely be the same but to an extent it might be 

@yellowmonkey32 awwhhh it's okay, I can understand without you having to explain. I've got a friend whose problems I hear all day and act like her therapist so I may have an idea what you're talking about 
          
          Ohhhhh, I don't know the Sweden education system though gotta surf about it ig. And that maybe because of y'all's shifting from one place to another or something like that?