sun

can't believe you're giving up while im the one who non stop studying with online class since march.stop validating your reasons when we all knew he is the breadwinner of your family 

I still remember those eyes. Full of disappointment. When I didn't manage to fulfill the simple task. My mistakes. I failed in their eyes. My  attack coming. But she won't know it. Because all she do is throwing bad words and favour the one she likes. My fear. I cried all day when I remember those incident. Will she remember it? Of course. I don't think I could continue my journey in this profession. All because of those eyes. Dissapointed eyes. When she yelled at me. Damn it, I screwed it. I knew it. Life won't revolve around me. All I do is make them dissapointed. Not living up for their life. Stupid. Stupid me for dealing with my own decision. I hate you. I hate myself. 

Btw I'm going to ode to you in malaysia this february yeayyy 

Few days left for 2020 and the improvement we had going through these past year amazed me. Thank you for bear with me all this time. I knew that it isn't necessary to do this but seeing this account as I growing up showed that we've going a lot. The transition from my teenager self to young adult. From my high school to my second year in university. Omg i felt like tearing up. This sounds so nostalgic. For those survivors, you're doing great until this extent. We're being able to survive until now. My anxiety attack come frequently but i still trying to manage it. We will be able to do this. Start your new year with new resolution, embrace that we had enough with the past years and strive harder for ourselves. I love you all :).

Tear me apart

It's great to see my ikon ff still gaining some readers despite of current issues. This show that ikonics still support ikon and will always be there for ikon. 

you know what, I tried to write my hobi ff but why I can't finish my june ff????? and I didn't finish my assignment as well, gosh i dead

Yall can scold me if i didnt finish my ff by next week. It's already been three years and i can't finish it uwaaaa. Mid semester exam next week so let's hope i will achieve my dean list again and finish my june ff, fightingggg

I fought with my friend for a small petite problem hm 

Wow wattpad have changed his features and i felt old after using this app since high school ahahaha