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Okay — been a GOOD WHILE but hello guys I’m alive, and hopefully back! TvT
I just realised just how long it’s been and I’ll have to read my own stuff and look through my notes to continue the stories </3
Really sorry guys but life’s been a lot the past few months, but there’s good and bad (the bad is significantly worse). Good includes I have a man now apparently, cant believe how I manifested myself such a gem but here we are. Im taking a gap year to take things a little slower (and also forced by my circumstances). Yeah that’s all the good news I have lol.
Bad news — uni applications are basically ass fucking me. And, I live in the Middle East LOL. Alerts, constant anxiety and mix that in with the chronic burn out from my boards and always feeling behind cause it’s extremely hard to decide uni with everything going on. Especially since I wanna study a pretty expensive subject.
And ofc the entire Mark leaving NCT — idk even though it was unexpected I wasn’t really surprised. In a way Im kind of glad he finally chose to live his life. He’s been in this system since he was a literal kid, and he’s pushing 30 now. He’s given enough of his time and effort to his fans. And I don’t think a full time idol job is even a sustainable lifestyle, especially if you wanna eventually settle down so all I can say is, wish him the best. And for Ten too, he hasn’t been allowed to reach his full potential here anyway. NCT will not be the same without them, but there’s still wayyyy more members we can appreciate while theyre still active in the group.
Anyways guys, how’s life been for everyone? TvT
