jjong-ah.. i remember you, your smile, your laugh, your cry... our beautiful boy, our genius musician.. thank you for being strong for us, for fighting hard, for giving us happiness.. how i wish you were happy.. you deserve all the good things.. sorry, so sorry for not understanding you.. our poor soft and kind jonghyun.. you did well, you worked hard, you were amazing in my heart you are special, i love you and im sorry