yeux_sombres

5.4.2022
          I'm so mentally tired. It feels like I lost all the purpose embedded within me. I lost the will to live and I am just living for the sake of having to live. Living with no exact direction. Living without no meaning. It feels like my eyes are heavily concealed—-my vision is dark and the ray of hope seems impossible to penetrate. Makes me wonder, is my soul still alive or is it just my body trying to function?

12.6.2021
          I honestly do not know what's happening in my life anymore. The constant push and pull is driving my sanity away. One time I'm okay, and in just a blink of an eye, I'm back to tearing into pieces.