Nh.

Dear me,
                      Let it out!! Be happy. If you want to cry , cry, go ahead!! It won't matter as long as you learn to love yourself back and put yourself number 1 before someone else.

Sometimes it is hard for me to communicate how i feel bcs i don't always understand why i feel the way i feel. I need someone who is patient enough to understand my silence. I just need someone to be there for me when i am alone. 

Email all of the company for my intership but still not get feedback for my application from them yet. I am so anxious rn.

Too much on my head rn. Literally my hands is shaking when writing this. I don't anyone to share my problems.

Burnout

Everything seem to be exhausting me, something inside me have given up. My soul is very tired.

The feeling when you're necessarily sad, but you just feel really empty.

Sometimes surviving is the worst kind of pain