shshshshhshshs i have this reaaaalllyyyyy depressing stray kids book i wrote back in december that’s, tbh, not that bad. i want to finish it because there’s probably three or four more chapters left, but i know i won’t be able to. i reached so deeply into myself and released what i was feeling when i wrote it and i know i can’t bring myself back into that mindset (bc certain events caused me to be there in the first place) and it’ll just be bad. i’ve reread it just a few times when i go through my drafts and every time i do read it again i just remember how i felt and how i got myself out. but uh, i kinda wanted to say to anyone who’s reading this rn, if you’re going through something similar, it’ll be okay! if you wanted a sign, let this be it. we are only granted a short time to live so don’t spend it being sad, make the most of it and be happy : ). remember you’re never alone in what you’re going through and that you deserve happiness!! i’m getting real soppy but i really do mean it. the sun always shines the day after a hurricane, you’re going to get through this and grow because of it! you’re beautiful and strong and don’t let anyone bring you down bc you got this!!!
if anyone needs anyone to talk to, my dms are always over, so slide on in : ).